Wednesday, May 02, 2007

The Keys to My Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Monday, April 16, 2007

Why Should I Cry for you?




Under the dog star sail
Over the reefs of moonshine
Under the skies of fall
North, north west, the stones of Faroe

Under the Artic fire
Over the seas of silence
Hauling on frozen ropes
For all my days remaining
But would north be true?

All colours bleed to red
Asleep on the ocean's bed
Drifting in empty seas
For all my days remaining

But would north be true?
Why should I?
Why should I cry for you?
Dark angels follow me
Over the godless sea
Mountains of endless falling
For all my days remaining

What would be true?

Sometimes I see your face
The stars seem to lose their place
Why must I think of you?
Why must I?
Why should I?

Why should I cry for you?
Why would you want me to?
And what would it mean to say
That, "I loved you in my fashion"?

What would be true?
Why should I?
Why should I cry for you?

Sunday, April 08, 2007

carry me in your heart

kau hadir mengisi hariku, menguasai hatiku

kau akan selalu ada di hatiku.....

one thing i ask of you......carry me in your heart too always....

Monday, April 02, 2007

susahnya ngajarin teknologi

Sering kan kalo kita tepisah dengan teman/keluarga di suatu mall (contohnya, supermarket dimana begitu banyak lorong, begitu banyak manusia, dan suara). Pusing kan loe gimana caranya ketemuinnya. Kalo orangnya bisa pulang sendiri sih sebodo.....gak ketemu2 ya udah...ntar ketemu di rumah. Masalah selesai.
Masalahnya, kalo model kakek gue....doooh....bisa sejam sendiri deh muter2..dia nyariin, kita nyariin....belum lagi dia pun sangat suka menjelajahi lorong2 di supermarket, terutama bagian elektronik dan pertukangan. Yah, kayak anak kecil dilepas di bagian mainan gituu....
Bedanya,si opa....selain demen ngeliatin itu barang2 besi, juga sering muter nyari stock kacang ijonya, ato snack2..contoh kripik pisang.
Sehinggaaaa...yaaaahah susah deeehhh ketemunya.

Karena itu, gue berinisiatif untuuukk menghibahkan hp lama gue (secaaarrra gue dah bli baru gitu) kepadanya. Dengan tujuan, kalo ilang, bisa ditelpon.
Tantangan selanjutnya: bagaimana mengajarkan beliau menggunakan hp.
Niatan awal (menurut gue sih idealnya): beliau cukup diajarkan untuk :

1. Kalau bunyi, pencet tombol 'hijau' terus 'HALOOOOOO'
2. Kalau mau telpon, pencet tobol hijau lagi...disini gue bermaksud untuk, membuat default Last Call itu, ya salah satu dari family member gitu looo.
Atau, pencet nomor 2 - 9 (Speed dial gituuuu)
3. Kalau garis di sblah kanan, tinggal 2, artinya musti di charge.

Nah, sampai disini, bisa lah dilalui (walo dengan susah payah juga yaa)

Tetapi, secaaraaa kakek gue itu berasa dia adalah ahli alat2 elektronik dan pertukangan (post power syndrom sedikit, mentang2 jaman dulu, eh sampe skarang sih, dia bisa benerin alat2 elektronik sendiri...TAPI BUKAN HP lah yaaauuu)...jadi serasa dapet mainan baru.
Beliau tidak merasa cukup dengan ketiga hal diatas juga....
1. minta diajarin ngisi phonebook ......yah lama deh..dan sampe skarang belum berhasil jg.
2. minta diajarin gimana SMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wataaaaaa mau sms ama sapa cobaa..wong tememn2nya jg gak pake hp lah yaaaaa...misal ada yang punya, ya gue yakin anak cucunya, punya maksud dan tujuan yang sama dengan gue. Untuk yang satu ini....belum ada yang mau ngajarin hiahaihaihaiiah

Terus,kasian juga sih dia, karna anak cucunya gak ada yang cukup sabar untuk ngajarin bagaimana menggunakan hp. Jadilah dia membaca juga MANUAL BOOK ihihi....tapi yah mungkin kecanggihan ato terlalu ribet...
Karena keingintahuannya dia.........maka si opa membuat manual booknya sendiri...

A. Untuk menyalakan:
1. Pencet tombol di atas hp
B. Untuk menerima telpon
1. pencet tombol warna hijau kiri atas
c. Untuk menelpon
1. Pencet tombol *
2. Pencet tombol hijau
Maksudnya unlock keypad dulu geto
3. nah..ini nih dia masih stuck..karena gayanya mau punya phonebook
sedangkan menurut kita...udah deh...pencet aja nomor 2 (speed dial)
D. UNtuk membaca SMS
....aarrraaaaghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

gue juga pernah ngalami frustasi yang lebih parah saat oom gue (yang dah mayan uzur jugaa tuuuuuuuuu :P...maaap Paaaahhh hihi ) perlu buat presentasi (baca: dengan graphic and tables etc) di power point (NAH LOOHHHHHHHHHHH) hare geneee ...ngajarin bikin power point!!!!
terus..mungkin dia putus asa kali ye...stiap kali minta diajarin sama ponakan tercintanya .....gue frustasi dia ngak mudeng2, dia frustasi karna gue cepet2 dan galak ahaha....
akhirnya, dia hire asisten..lulusan Amrik......huaah...dari dulu kek pah!!


beneran deh...putus asa gue.....beginikah nasip menjadi tua?
syuliiitt banget untuk mengerti teknologi baru?

Thursday, March 22, 2007

sick

gak enak banget sakit..............hari ini terdampar di rumah.........karena kemarin panas dan demam. Ngerinya kan DB, secara lagi musim gitu loooo......
Kemaren sore langsung ke dokter....dan dikasi obat, well Haleluya dah gak merasa demam lagi hari ini, cuma leher masih sakit aja buat nelen.

really Health is Wealth......
we must strive for health.....

ah ngaco....maapkan, ini dari kepala gue yang rada puyeng2

hmm, kayanya waktu yang tepat buat nyelesaikan NLP for dummies....agak2 slow nih blakangan...

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Choose

Baru selesai dan sedang membaca The monk who sold his ferarri by Robin Sharma and Neuro Linguistic Programming for dummies jadi terbuka mata...kalo:

we are the master of our own destiny, the power of mind....gak maksud melupakan Tuhan..terlepas dari konsep religi dan keimanaan..gue tetep percaya kalo Tuhan lah Maha segala...yet...sbagai makhluk ciptaan Tuhan tertinggi..kita diberikan privilege untuk MEMILIH

contoh:
mengenai jodoh...kalau kita dalam hubungan terus gak jadi..dibilang gak jodoh.
Apakah bisa kita aminkan, suami/istri itu adalah jodoh yg Tuhan tentukan untuk kita?
Kalo ternyata suami/istri kita tidak sesuai dengan harapan kita...lalu kita bilang...yah sudah jodohnya...

bukankah ini hanya kalimat pembenaran supaya hati dan jiwa tidak 'terlalu' kecewa'?

Kita diberikan kebebasan untuk memilih jalan hidup kita. Dan semua kembali kepada kita bagaimana menyikapi pilihan2 yang telah kita lakukan.

Kalo pilihan kita bagus...dan sesuai atau bahkan melebihi apa yang kita idamkan...kita berada di surga....
Tapi bila sebaliknya..dan kita tidak puas..dan merasa pahit dan kecewa...kita hidup dalam neraka...

so surga dan neraka......state of mind....kita yang memilih ingin berada di bagian yang mana.

Kita bisa berada dalam keadaan kecewa, marah, pahit akan situasi dan keadaan..akan orang2 di sekitar kita....dan we are constantly in self pity mode...WHY? WHY this happen to me? WHY the other person/other people do what they did to me? what did i do wrong?
dah kayak encyclopedia aja....why, what, and so on..and so on...

Butuh hati dan jiwa yang lapang dan kesadaran akan perasaan dan pikiran kita. Baik maupun buruk...kita tidak dapat menguasai atau menentukan bagaimana orang lain bersikap/berbuat/berkata2........hanya kita sendiri yang punya otoritas penuh untuk pikiran dan perasaan kita.

Kebanyakan dari kita( termasuk gue sendiri) lebih mudah menjadi reaktif.......kita harus belajar untuk lebih bijak dalam bereaksi terhadap input2 dari skitar kita..jelas, hal yang tidak dapat kita kontrol. Yang bisa kita kontrol bagaiamana kita meresponnya....

Dan sekarang.....gue masih belajar...dan belajar..dan belajarrrrrr....oh Lord, help me ....

Monday, March 05, 2007

dunno

* i am missing you already
i dunno whether you'll be missing me too


+ why are u saying like that?

Friday, February 02, 2007

jangan pernah ada pernah

jangan pernah ada pernah terucap lagi

aku benci kata itu...

karena cinta kita bukan pernah

tapi ada sekarang dan untuk selamanya


Monday, January 15, 2007

berhenti...berganti......

Ku ingin mengerti,
Bahwa rasa itu bisa berhenti...

Kan ku coba mengerti,
Bahwa rasa itu bisa berganti...

Jangan Lepas lagi..jangan sampai hilang,
Nanti akan tiba, Nanti pasti datang...

Friday, January 12, 2007

Left or Right?

You Are Right Brained In Love
Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart


ttp://ynr.blogthings.com/areyourightbrainedorleftbrainedinlovequiz/

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

wish

wish you're right here with me now.....
i need to feel you

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Mimpi

(Anggun - Best Of)

Dalam hitam kelap malam kuberdiri melawan sepi
disini, dimata ini telah terkubur sejuta kenangan
dihempas keras gelombang dan tertimbun batu karang
yang tak 'kan mungkin dapat terulang

wajah putih pucat pasih tergores luka dihati
matamu membuka kisah kasih asmara yang telah ternoda
hapuskan semua khayalan, lenyapkan satu harapan kemana lagi harus mencari

kau sandarkan sejenak beban diri,
kau taburkan benih kasih hanyalah emosi

melambung jauh terbang tinggi bersama mimpi
terlelap dalam lautan emosi
setelah aku sadar diri
kau t'lah jauh pergi
tinggalkan mimpi
yang tiada bertepi

kini hanya rasa rindu merasuk didada
serasa suka melayang pergi
membawa arus kasih membara

flat line

this day......

flat line

i only hear....tiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttt

Sunday, December 31, 2006

our days

dear ior

tribute to our days together.........

love
yuli

Saturday, December 30, 2006

mixed emotions

confusion.....perplexed.....mixed up...torn

Thursday, December 28, 2006

wru



where are you?


i miss you.........

Sunday, December 24, 2006

im home

aku sudah sampai di rumah....

Saturday, December 23, 2006

i love you no matter what they say.....i will fight so hard for us

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

What Kind of Coffee Are You?

What Kind of Coffee Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofcoffeeareyouquiz/


And my result:


***You are a Black Coffee***


At your best, you are: low maintenance, friendly, and adaptable

At your worst, you are: cheap and angsty

You drink coffee when: you can get your hands on it

Your caffeine addiction level: high

Monday, December 04, 2006

At the beginning


* for my love....in the end i want to be standing at the beggining with you*


We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
Now here we are, I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me, I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

And life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep flowin'
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers, on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

And life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep flowin'
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you

Knew there was somebody somewhere
I need love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing is going to tear us apart

And life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep flowin'
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep flowin' on
Starting out on a journey

And life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep flowin'

In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning
With you .......................................



(sung by Richard Marx and Donna Lewis)